Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Out my feelings goes.
It's been a long time since you called me. I've been waiting for your call every single day without any fail. I'm seriously tired of waiting, loving you and even missing you. But my heart just can't stop waiting, loving you and missing you. My mind are full of you. I keep asking myself, is he worth waiting? Is he worth loving? And i finally gotten the answer. My answer is yes! He is worth waiting and loving. No matter how much it take or even my life, he is worth waiting and i will wait. No matter how tired or hurt, I'll still wait and love him. Seriously and deeply in love with you. Sometime i hate you but never the less, I'm loving you even more and deeply. I may stuck in the dark which i keep wondering when will i ever get out the darkness to get the light. I thinking how i was in the past. Knowing that i was in the wrong, i didn't agree with that but now i realised that i was wrong. Knowing that i got to change for the better but it got to take time. Nothing can change right away. It takes time. Because of you, I'm willing to change my childishness, shyness, etc. Even if there's a little time left for me to love you, i'll still love you as much as i do. Nothing can change my love for you no matter what it takes. I learned my mistake and willing to change for the better. Now I'm missing you and I'm even wishing that you would come back. Wondering if it will come true. You are the reason why i live for. I always wanted to let you know how i feel but whenever i hear your voice, you make me feel so happy that it ease all my pains. Wanted to let you know by sms or msn but didn't dare to send after typing out. That was the fear in me. I kept thinking and wondering, how can i let you know my feelings? How can i let you know that my feelings are true? SIGH!*
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